Know Better(written in a time of confusion with CLD)

I'm afraid, that I might just melt away
I won't deny, that sorrow's stuck to me
Today I searched my soul all through
I found nothing but emptiness
Sure I've got so many choices
But that doesn't bring joy to my eyes

I lie awake in bed, listening to the sounds
of night at its best
I stare up at the stars where I count
my memories
Each one has a voice that echoes
through my brain

Every inch I want to memorize
Every minute just to know you better
I may be crazy to have a feeling
Cause feelings always hurt

I'm alone, because I left all I know
I won't deny, it was my fault at the start
Last night, I searched the stars
Snd found those eyes I knew
Yes, I know I have so much
But that doesn't bring joy to my eyes

I fade way in the rays of the sun
melting me
I have hope of no return from
a memory
Each one has a voice that echoes
through my brains

Every inch I want to memorize
Every minute just to know you better
I may be crazy to have a feeling
Cause feelings always hurt

If each memory always hurts
Then why do I want them so much?

Copyright 2005. Jessi Bhatia. Wolf Angel Productions